downer

Last night I went to bed thinking about all the time I have wasted doing nothing.  I turn 32 today and I have accomplished absolutely nothing:(  I could blame it all on ADHD but then that really doesn't make it any better.
I wish I could turn back the hands of time (who doesn't?!) and just start all over again!  Well, not entirely over, just from high school on:/  Really, I wish I had known what I wanted to do with my life then, then maybe today I would feel old but accomplished...not just old:/  I guess I'm feeling a little defeated today but not to worry because I don't give up easily.  Sooner or later I will figure things out...